DreAmZ

2012-02-14T00:55:00.001+08:00

Hi,

I didn't even notice that blogger has changed the layout.

It's nicer and cooler now. Definitely.

Don't you think so? HA !

Okay, definitely not much to update.

But this little white space had missed Christmas, New Year and Chinese New Year.

Oops ! Where have I been to?

Still living in SG of cos. Okay, that's so lame now.

And it kinda surprise that I'm still able to log in. :P

Right. This year 2012, I only have 2 wishes. Okay, make it 3 then. :P

3 major ones.

Wish #1: PLEASE let me get my driving license. It has been months I know.

Wish #2: PLEASE let me graduate. Did I mention I'm doing one module this semester.
And trust me, it's the hardest module. Please please let me pass and graduate !

I'm willing to use 3/4 of my lucks in it ! Lucky stars, please standby.

Wish #3: Getaway and BOOM .... GET a FULL TIME JOB !

Yea, I have to get my hands geared to send my resume out after my exam.

PLEASE let my first job be a desired one.

Not too much to ask for right.

Not the case if you go deeper to those smaller wishes.

Fine, I shall not be greedy.

This year, there are quite a few dates to look forward.

Not disclosing now. But definitely happening during these few months.

Woohoo ~ I love fun !

But still, I have to work hard for this very module.

Yes, I will start on my assignment after I post this alright.

Just nice, it's Valentine day (:

Happy Valentine Day !

Quoted from someone: Valentine day is just a day for retailers to make more money.

I laughed out loud when I read this on my FB.

And I replied the person: It's not the case when you have a GF/BF.

The person replied: But if possible, everyday can be a Valentine day, why must it be on a particular day.

HAHA !

Fine ~ Probably, Valentine day has a hidden romantic story about how the day comes about.

Oh well, whatever. Not that it doesn't bother me, just that I'm too lazy to google "how does Valentine day comes about".

Sorry peeps, google it and share with me if you are interested. (:

Blah Blah ~

Just give me some motivation to finish this last lapse.

Oh, I went to curl my hair.

And apparently, it doesn't stay.

Reason being my hair would prefer to be straight.

It's so dumb of me right.

But that's the fact. I curled it twice and it didn't work.

To clarify, I went to hair salon to curl it twice.

Now leave me thinking, I should like trim those "surviving" ones and have my straight hair back.

Mainly, I gave up on my curls.

And this new year, I tried on Gelish manicure.

Kinda nice. In facts, it wows me.

Why? I like to play with my fingers, scratch the nail polish of my nails,

do this and that which caused the nail polish to chip off.

With gelish, 3 weeks, it still look perfect.

That's really a nice innovation, perfect for lazy and clumsy people like me.

One thing is that, I have to go to the nail parlour to soak them off if I want to remove them.

Enough of my polka dot life.

It just seem mundane.

A person once ask me: you would prefer coffee or tea?

I replied: I drink both. To stay real awake, coffee would be a better choice.

Then the person ask: so which is your favourite/ preferred? coffee or tea?

And the perfect answer surfaced in my mind is that I don't know.

See, such a simple question keeps me wondering which one I really love.

Be smart and order tea latte then.

Tea and coffee, let's combine.

Embrace the art of unity.

Okay, this is getting nowhere.

If you get my coffee/tea dilemma, means you understand how I feel.

I should now get back to work.

Enjoy this special day.

P.S. Don't bother about my English mistakes. I'm human, I make mistakes. HA !

Loves .

2011-11-23T00:24:00.001+08:00

Blog Blog Blog.

Have a vacation job at some MNC.
I would say it's a pleasant experience, get to meet all walks of people.
Love the open concept environment.
And it keeps me occupied for the day.
Endless works but I'm not complaining. :P

It's okay that I fell down again.
It's okay that it keeps raining.
It's okay that it hurts.
It's okay that it haunts me.
Whatever it is,
the rain will stop,
the tears will dry.
I will walk out of the door and smile again. (:

I'm grateful that my friends and family stood by.
Be it they are aware or not, they still stay by my side.
That is the most valuable gift I have on earth.
I realise my "best" has always been with me.
Just that I'm too greedy and wants more.

Results coming out soon.
Pray for the best.
I'm going to watch movies.
Yes, alot of nice ones are coming up.
That's one of the awesome things I love about holidays.

Thanks for being my wings. (:

Loves .

2011-10-19T03:37:00.001+08:00

What will happen after you left?
Will I lost my way more often?
I guess so.

GPS can't save me.
It is going to be worse than I thought it would be.

Loves .

2011-09-19T23:35:00.001+08:00

Oh dear ! Didn't know I have left this little white space vacant for so long.
Time for updates.
My life has became stagnant, perhaps more mundane.
My world simply just evolve around school, driving classes, friends, family, council and tuition.
Nothing new and fresh.
Council events have been keep me busy for 9 months (approx.), now things are more or less done and I'm looking forward the annual event, hope everything goes well ! (:
On the side note, I'm in the sponsorship team for two council events.
Yes, looking for kind souls to sponsor our events.

School has been fine. Less tedious this semester. Living down to one last assignment which is due on Wednesday then YAYS ! Have to mug real hard for exams. Hopefully we have a longer study break. So many things to transfer to my tiny little brains.

Driving has been mundane. Failed my TP 2 weeks ago. This week, I'm going back to driving and hope to get another test date soon after my exams. Yes ! I'm dying to get my driving license so to drive a van. Don't know why I'm so interested in driving a van. *short- circuit*

Friends have been around me. Frequently meeting up with 3.1, girlfriends and council peeps. Celebrating alot of 21st birthdays. :P Welcome to Adulthood !
How I wish I'm still underage, then I don't have so much things to ponder about.

Family, they are well and I always love them. Miss my cousins. A few are getting married. One cousin approached me to be her bridemaid. Awww, how time flies. And she is always a big sister to me. Play with me when I'm young, having so many sleepovers with her.

Looking at my cousins getting married one by one, can daydream of how my wedding will be like in future. Hmms. So much of a dream. People will tell me: Please get a BF first before you think of wedding bells. Oh well, they are right. I'm thinking about the wrong things at the wrong time. Worst isn't it. But my answer would be: I'm still young, take things slowly. Just hope I can stay 21 forever. Oops. *Crossing my fingers*

Humans are funny creatures. "Here I go again" Recently, I attended a 21st party. It's like a gathering, got to see quite a number of my secondary peeps. Seeing the transition, how much they have changed. Some still stay the same. Some became more mature. Some even age a little. See how fast time have flew. I know I shouldn't be happy about certain things. It's not about revenge or discords. It just reflect that I'm glad that I didn't give up at that point of time. If not, I won't be who I am now or rather what I have achieved so far. Of course, I admit I have learnt to forgive and forget. But still, the awkwardness still linger within us that we can't even bring ourselves to say hi to each other or even call out each other's name.

I'm sorry. I guess I'm contented with what I have now, and I don't need you to make another appearance in my life. I knew I have forgiven you, I can still smile at you but time can't turn back, it won't bring us back to how we used to be.

Dilemma, I don't know I should hold on to that boat or wait for another boat to travel to my destination. There are so many underlying factors that make me doesn't want to get on the boat. I'm so sorry. Till now, I couldn't at least make a decision and execute it. I just simply play with time. Deep down I know it's just a matter of time that I will lose you. And the distance and silence are getting louder and louder.

We are no longer the same. Yes, you are right. We both wanted the same thing but in different way. So would you said that we are actually different people? Maybe we are not, We are just selfish people.
I will always miss the old you.

Loves .

2011-08-02T01:01:00.001+08:00

I think I may misjudged.

I think I'm wrong.

I hope I'm wrong.

Oh no ! This is bad.

Loves .

2011-06-22T01:37:00.001+08:00

What is your choice if u have to choose between a stable life or a mystery life?

I don't have the answer.

2011-06-08T01:52:00.002+08:00

Secrets are never forever.

Then why do we still have secrets in the first place?

What will be the world like if there is no secret?

I hope I think too much.

Never do I dare to judge people, as I realise,

while you judge, you are at the same time judging yourself too.

Why not don't judge and keep an open mind. (:

Wedding bells.

My two beautiful cousins are married.

One by one getting married.

Reaching to the age that, everyone is leading a different life now.

No longer back then, when we are still kids, we used to hang out.

Happy with small little things,

leads a carefree life.

I just want a sky that belongs to me.

And yet I haven't find the perfect piece of sky yet.

Just like, when you have so many seasoning in a dish,

you hardly taste the uniqueness of the dish.

I'm like that now.

Elon told me, I know the meaning to my dream.

But this time I have no idea.

And I can't remember the full story of the dream after I was awake.

Wasn't that ironic. I only know I'm very afraid.

Shocked and refused to go back to sleep.

Cause I don't want to return to the dream.

I don't understand.

It's not right either.

Singing to my songs now.

You hope I never know the truths.

But I believe one day I will know them.

And I just came across one recently.

Loves .

2011-05-18T23:34:00.002+08:00

Holidays are here.

I'm glad that finally I can have some break and probably a short getaway from things.

Not trying to escape but to think through about certain things.

I went for a walk myself several times.

I did alot of thinking.

I look out of the window and try to find the right answers.

I did all kinds of silly things that make me feel better.

And I still believe I'm still stuck in this complicated situation.

It's funny though.

I can save others yet not myself.

It's funny that sometimes I just need solutions.

Yet people always tell me that I will have my own solutions.

Don't ever see that I'm experienced, courage enough or even smart enough.

Cause I'm really not.

There are times, I'm at my wits ends and I just hang on there just because I'm stubborn.

Not that I have concrete solutions.

Sometimes I do want a listening ear.

Probably, alot of things you won't understand.

Junxian made me understand certain things in life.

We are asians.

We hide our dark side.

We don't speak much about our feelings.

We suppressed them.

Yes, it's sad.

Moon told me that I'm a lucky girl.

Sometimes, I don't even know is it luck or karma.

At times, I realise when I get so close to my goals,

out of sudden, it is gone and I'm back to square one again.

Well, it's still complicated and I'm at the midst of solving it alright.

I'm not someone great, I can't do great things.

Please don't tell me that I'm wise enough to solve it.

And you never understand the feeling "stuck".

I'm stuck and there is no way I will risk it.

There are too many obligations and the sky is really dark at my side.

Looks like it's going to rain.

At the end of the day,

I still feel I'm all by myself.

Isn't that sad.

Yes it is.

And it sucks.

Loves .

2011-05-05T00:10:00.002+08:00

Being some time since I last blogged in this little white space.

Dear blog, do you miss me?

Oh well, pretty lame right.

Alrighty, I'm tied down with exams and anxieties.

Resisting temptations at the same time.

So I chose to lock myself up and study well.

Just to rant abit. Can't you be more sensitive and observant

and stop asking when my exams end.

It's already saddening to have my exams end so late.

And yet having alot of people asking when is my last paper

again and again.

So now I'm telling you now: My last paper is on 9 May 2011 till 12.30pm.

So stop asking me.

And I'm not free till my last paper ends.

So at least have abit sensitivity towards my feelings and

do exert some brain juices before you start asking me

such questions.

Your kindness will be appreciated.

Yes, I'm kinda irritated by seeing texts asking when is my last paper

again and again.

Since I told you once, then note it down,

don't have to keep asking me right.

No offences.

It's just so distractive and I feel so sucky being isolated

and trying to resist myself from temptations.

All I ask from you is just being a little sensitivity and consideration.

Sorry if my words are a little harsh.

I'm not angry, just irritated by school

that set all my papers so far away from one another.

Like in between I have 8 days break.

It's like my exam starts the earliest and end the latest.

And I can't do anything besides studying during this long

interval break.

Okay, sorry for all the rants.

Back to normal.

Nothing much. Just have short little perks and breaks in between.

Like catch a movie "Hop", had korean food with 3.1.

Now I miss all of you and is guilty of ranting now too.

Okay, I'm fickled minded.

Anyways, I set up a tumblr again.

This time is just randomness.

I try to blog or express how I feel each day.

But sometimes it's hard to find quotes or pictures that

relate to it.

Oh well, another little white space.

Nonetheless, I love all the pictures that I reblogg-ed.

Many many credits to them.

That's all I got. Had my icecream and snack fix.

Now I'm heading for some little drama, then

I will start mugging hard for my last paper.

Thanks peeps for all your exam wishes, perks and concerns.

Love you all. (:

And am looking forward in meeting you guys after my papers.

YAYS ! (:

Assignments results are all out.

Oh well, ups and downs.

Some I did fairly well, some I just manage a pass.

Oh well, shan't think much about it or in facts I have grieved enough.

So I will just focus on my papers now.

And what keeps me happy now is

receiving all my parcels day by day.

Shipment is here !!

Wee !!

I have my summer clothes ready.

Now, I think I'm addicted to shopping.

so I should ban myself from buying anything that I don't need for myself for the time being.

Yes, Girls is never enough of clothes, shoes, bags, accessories and so on.

Mum keep nagging on my expenditure too.

And I realise I might need a bigger wardrobe again. Oops.

It's time to cut down.

But I really love spring/summer clothings.

Alrighty, that's all.

Don't bother to do a proof reading.

Any english mistake, so be it.

Cause I'm off to watch my drama-mama

then to my lalas land. (:

Loves .

2011-04-19T02:26:00.002+08:00

My life now revolves around books, notes, iPod, Laptop and mobile.

And of course the lovely bed and delicious food.

Nothing humane.

Why?

Exams anxieties have just touched down.

Good night !

Loves .

2011-04-13T21:29:00.002+08:00

Summer is here !! (:

Damn excited cause all the beautiful colors are here to stay !

Wee !

Seeing all these cheery colors do make me very happy and cheery.

Despite being sick and exams stress.

Oh well, Let's look at what Zara has !

I'm in love with Zara's colors now.

Pictures credits from Zara.

Orange !

Blue !!

I love ALL <3

<3 ALL too !

Don't they look delicious?! (:

Wearing colorful clothes make one happy too.

So what are you waiting for.

Not asking you to shop but to embrace COLORS and lovely SUMMER !

Bye bye dull and dark colors for now.

Save that for Autumn/Winter. (:

Love you, dear summer !

Loves .

2011-04-13T20:52:00.003+08:00

Picture time.

Nothing but pictures. (:

I look weird with curls. :(

My little bear cupcake !

I really love the shades and somehow this picture does have some meanings.

My finger puppet, Tell me a bedtime story ya. (:

All or perhaps most of the girls want that.

Guys, please listen.

Credits to brokenteardrops.

That's all !

Loves .

2011-04-13T02:09:00.002+08:00

I'm coming home, coming home.

Tell the world I'm coming home.

I didn't get down to blog for so long.

So confused.

Love this song and "wish you were here" lots lots.

These two songs keep hanging in my mind.

Probably it just voices out what's in my mind.

I still love you home. (:

Every bits and pieces.

I'm picking them up myself.

Probably the cards are right,

I had learnt new things from my past.

so now I have brand new views on my own.

I'm not hopeless.

There is still hope and I'm holding the card.

Can I ever put the card down?

or show my card?

I believe it's not the time yet.

Cause I'm still waiting for certain answers.

Not waiting for a particular person.

But just searching for some answers to those past questions I had.

I want nothing but the truths.

Nothing but the answers.

Will you wait for me?

Will you save me in the end?

And will you forgive me?

That's the last question I ever wanted to ask.

I didn't hope for much.

I'm just playing with time to get my answers.

I'm Stress and lost.

Loves .

2011-03-29T02:11:00.002+08:00

Do I want to talk about it?
I afraid no.

I still don't want to talk about it.

I don't know why.

Alrighty ~

Got some polariod films.

Time for more polariods soon.

I'm a big loafer now.

Sleep, eat and do nothing.

Mum warned me: Don't u ever go hunt for holidays job now.

Ya ~

I don't even have the mood to hunt for job now.

I'm sian-ed.

School said they are considering me to be relief teacher again.

Oh well,

Kids can be a handful sometimes.

Same at my side,

dilemma.

Still considering.

Oh loves,

Let's just get pass exams first alright

then I shall go think about it.

Life has been bland these days.

Here I go.

Nothing fun and weird happened.

I need some vibes.

Loves .

2011-03-26T00:46:00.002+08:00

BLAH BLAH BLAH.

I'm finally back in blah-ing.

Yes, I know alot of people had greeted me

"Welcome to Adulthood"

Didn't I feel like i'm just turning 12 years old yesterday.

Be it 21 or 12, I think my behaviour still stay the same. :P

Isn't that saddening. Oh well, Whatever huh.

Enough on my birthday.

I'm blessed and showered with alot of loves and supports.

Thank you. (:

I love all of you deep deep (:

Was totally blown away with those little surprises too.

True, there were alot of hiccups along the way.

Cake got all wrong.

Filed a complaint after the celebration,

the shop kept calling to apologise so I guess

I just let things go.

At least I had ranted and they heard me right.

Friends, I love and cherish all of our friendships.

I understand there are times I'm super bitchy, idiot

and mean. there are times I'm so helpless when

you faced problems and needed me.

Whatever it is, I still love and treasure the friendships

and every single thing you had taught me and moulded me

into a better person.

There go my 7 assignments.

Submitted. Phew~

Now I'm enjoying little break before I study for my exams.

After exams, there are school holidays

and the semester ended.

See how time flies, I have left with one more year.

What I called school life.

School life has been great.

No much worries, bump around,

daydreaming around,

do what students are supposed to do

or make what students are supposed to make (Mistakes).

Adults won't hold grudges on them cos

they are students, they need to be taught how,

not born to know how.

In the working world,

People see you differently.

You are supposed to know how (Capabilities)

and Not being taught anymore.

That's why work can be such a bitch sometimes.

Whatever it is, life still have to go on right.

So much of me not wanting to grow up and

wanted time to stop.

All these will never happen.

I have seen learnt and loved.

I have fought cried and hurt.

I supposed life isn't that simple as it seems.

JX told me: see everyone as superficial and be kinder to yourself,

Life will be more bearable.

yeah, I guess so.

Oh well, When there is life, there is love.

Love for things,

Love for work,

Love for people

And so on.

I'm so confused and lost in love now.

Everything seems to sleep in with me.

Sleep mode.

I spent the whole time, looking at myself in the mirror.

Nothing about my looks

but what I had become and Who am I now.

The answer is "ME"

Answer lies within me.

Everytime, I pick up my diary, wanted to write something.

I realised I had nothing to write or ended with just a few words.

There are too many thoughts within,

alot of time, i can't find the suitable words to express them.

With so much being said,

It just simply means: Life is a maze, I'm lost in this grown up world.

I'm the only person can resolve all these.

I want to put myself in the museum someday.

To be muse at.

or to be remembered.

It's up to you to see.

Pictures will be up next time.

I'm too tired and lazy to sort them out.

Loves .

2011-03-12T00:03:00.003+08:00

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

I was enchanted to meet you.

- Taylor Swift

Another song I like after the story of us.

This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you

It's a sweet song I guess.

Nothing much to say.

Busy Buzz Buzz .

Loves .

2011-03-07T01:40:00.004+08:00

Incredible answers

There’s alot of things happened from time to time and par and parcels of our life. I don’t know what is for me in future neither do I know how am I going to react when the future obstacles arise. Every obstacle faced is a part of the growing process. I may not be there to witness the whole process or perhaps you may not want me to be there to witness. When I looked back, there were times I wanted to ask you some questions, however I took them all back in the end. The reason is very simple. Some words are meant to be unsaid. Just like some answers are meant to be kept.

There is where You and I fought throughout endlessly.

No definite ending is the ending. (:

P.S I found this in one of my past posts.
Till now, It is still applicable to me.
This time, it's a different person.

Loves .

2011-03-06T02:48:00.003+08:00

Oh Dear ! I'm blogging at this time again.

Yeap, just finished some little parts for my assignment.

More to go. Add more oil for me. :(

One week little break is ending soon.

How sad.

Let me sum up what I did for this whole week of break.

Monday- Went USS (:

Tuesday- Driving, little shopping treats, work

Wednesday- Black Swan movie (:

Thursday- Camp at my laptop and finished one assignment

Friday- Work, collected my stuffs, simple dinner

Saturday- Work, Birthday cake, lunch with mum

Sunday- Work, assignment interview

It's never enough. :(

Next friday is my assignment due date.

Next next tueday and friday, two more assignments due.

On my birthday, last assignment due.

Oh no, I seriously need to work hard and fast.

No more procrastinating.

Bid goodbye to the lovely week.

Here I am fighting hard for the next two weeks.

Please keep me safe and sound and

tide through this smoothly.

I will survive. (:

It's anxiety isn't it.

I hope I don't have to make choices.

Why do I have to keep walking in circles.

Thinking about things that might happen.

I hope to let you go.

But another part of me, I couldn't.

The thought of letting you go already so hurting.

what's more of really doing it.

I'm living in dilemma.

Yes, I'm greedy.

Wanting the both sides of the pie.

Escape is not the solution to the problem.

I'm standing here, not to escape, but hoping

that day never arrive.

You would say "let's play by ear."

I wish I could do that.

Alrighty, I keep wanting to do some shopping these days.

Wanted to get a necklace and a pair of heels.

But, looking at my assignments do made me feel guilty about it.

Okay, it's going to be a good excuse/ tactic of cutting down expenses.

Oh lovely ~

Ending off with some photos.

It was Jasmine's birthday.

Something simple and sweet.

Somtimes it's not about the glam and glitters,

it's about the people and the fun u have.

awesome love. (:

Love this photo to bits. It's so epic. :P

It's a prawny affair (:

It's kinda dark but still it's a pretty CUTE picture

with us holding our own slice of cake.

Desserts at Canele speak a thousand words (:

Love it !

Love you endlessly

Loves .

2011-03-04T02:24:00.003+08:00

The story of us.

Oh, I truly love this song to the max.

Alright, pictures tell a thousand words.

Here I am, posting some pictures to prove that I'm still kicking alive alright.

And many many assignments to do.

4 more to go.

Please bless me ! (:

Yes, we are at USS the whole day. (:

But on a weekday.

I'm kicking alive.

Very alive (:

And I want to be the student that finished and passed all my works. (:

That's it.

Many loves.

God, please bless me.

Loves .

2011-02-16T00:41:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Valentine day !

I was hooked with the word "Valentino".
so I went around replying text with this word.
When people asked "what does it mean",
I replied "It's just sound nice, don't u think so?"
Probably that is what people called "Bimbolingo"
Now I do suspect I have possessed some bimbolingo.
Oops.
Finally finished WIL Task 1 and LM Assignment 1.
2 down, 5 to go.
1 due on 25th Feb, 10 days to go.
I spent most of my CNY and V day doing them.
And almost forget an important part of it.
Luckily Mich and kind souls around reminded me.
Phew ~

After assignment submission,
Had a simple dinner with MnP.
The guys are really sweet and attentive this year.
Kudos to them ~
Those sweet little things and efforts they made,
really made our day. (:

Here are some snapshots I took using my HP,
Fantastic right, my hp camera is just 5 Megapix
and can take such nice pictures.
That's an achievement k.
Despite it hang most of the time.
Oops. :P

It's just one stalk, I make it looked like there are a few.
Amazing ~
Get the tricks !

Happy Sunshine !
My mum is impressed with this lovely little sunshine too. (:
No bee pls. :P

I love this picture the most !!
Photo edit abit to bring the candy colors out.
Really sweet isn't it.
But I'm too careless, the edges cut my tongue today.
But the candies are still sweet. :P
LOL

That's all.
Talk more next time.
Lovelies ~

Loves .

2011-01-26T02:10:00.002+08:00

Credits to Sweetest-downfall and Tumblr.

That sort of sum up my own thoughts isn't it?
Lights out.

I want to finish my 7 assignments.
All the best to me and may the force be with me.
Love you many many (my frequent quote these days).

Loves .

2011-01-18T21:05:00.002+08:00

He looked at me and I faked a smile so he won't see.

- Taylor Swift

Believe that I'm true.

Letting it go needs courage.

Here I am, standing alone with my shield.

I know I'm turning 21 soon.

I know the feeling of being lost in this grown up world.

Elon asked who will join me in my world.

Hmms. I doesn't have an answer yet.

Perhaps people tried entering my world,

Somehow I sent the guests out and closed the doors again.

Not that I'm making my choice.

The truth is that I haven't been believing in myself.

Enough said my dear.

Wee !!

And we always have this bubble tea going around.

Be it Gong Cha, Koi or just normal bubble tea.

I almost drinking it everyday.

Now I wish school has yogurt.

Then I can have them everyday.

Telling myself everyday: I love you school.

Motivate myself to attend classes on time and dutifully.

Confused !

This time I totally have no clue for some modules.

And assignment is due soon.

SCREAMS !

I will work 24/7 after CNY,

that is when most of my assignments are due.

All the way till March 18,

Then study break.

And April is my exams !!

SEE !

How tight my schedule is.

Heavenly Daddy please look after me.

I'm getting sick again.

Sigh.

I hope my body can make it to the end.

I miss you my friends.

I miss you my time.

I miss you my sleep.

And I miss you endlessly.

Loves .

2011-01-11T22:48:00.004+08:00

Pictures speak a thousand words, aren't they?
Here they are.
Let them update what had happened these days.

Laiteng's 21st Birthday ! (:

KB changed a new phone and we are camwhoring during Laiteng's 21st celebration. And they said I looked more Human in this picture.

Random. Next. :P

Social Night (:

I love the background, looks like some MTV Awards right. :P

Yups, Weiyu invited me to Social night.
Quite a fun event.
Met new people, joked around
and saw some familiar faces. (:

That's it.
I'm super busy this semester.
With 7 school assignments to do, council stuffs, tuition and birthdays.
Now I wish I'm a super hero.

Loves .

2010-12-26T22:16:00.003+08:00

Hope everyone has a blessed Christmas ! (:
Went to do some shopping during these days.

Saw this cute little bear pen. I shall just buy it !

Pay KB a visit at her workplace and replenish my skincare products. (:

My new card holder. Cute right. (:

"Diamond" Rings !

A little gift for someone special.

Tada~ This is the gift.

Many others for Mr Nice and Ms Nice. (:

I'm sick and going for orientation camp on 28 and 29 Dec.
You can ask me anything at:
http://www.formspring.me/Elaintelligence

That's it.
I need to pack my stuffs and head to my lalas land.
Nights !

Loves .

2010-12-12T19:39:00.003+08:00

White or black eyeliner?
Black I guess.
What about my white eyeliner,
Stay in my shelf then. :P

Loves .

2010-12-12T18:45:00.002+08:00

(: I'm a happy girl !

With alot of love and concerns from beautiful and awesome people.
My parents just got my 21st gift yesterday.
So sweet. (:

And of course the MnP chalet is awesome too.
Had some live singing with Elon playing the guitar.
Lying around with Mich.
Crapped non stop with Mich, YH, Cheryl, WL, Kerk and David.
And of course with the rest. (:

Had my Gong Cha after the chalet with Elon and YH after
poster printing. David went to watch his Narnia after breakfast.
Awesome Orientation video.
It's on FB already. Wee !!

Now,
Nothing beats better than a good rest.
Embrace the last bit of weekends.
Next week it is going to be a blast again.
Orientation dry run and MnP meeting.

Loves this classic song: Kiss me
Google it. (:

Loves .

2010-12-09T00:39:00.002+08:00

It's really long since I last blogged.
I'm really busy at the moment.
Work, friends, family, driving classes, council stuffs,
gatherings and orientation camp.

And I fell sick, fever and sore throat.
I'm healing, just that I can't stop coughing.
And I need plenty of water (not cold water, my doctor emphasized on that).
Working on it.
I passed all my modules, successfully move on to next semester.
Hurray !
This holiday is going to be fun. (:
I'm so excited.

And really thankful to my team for being so understanding.
Of course, they did a superb job ! Kuddos ! (:
And of course we bonded and had plenty of fun working together.
(:

I hope everything will go smoothly and succeed in the end.
And I'm going to hit the malls soon, reward myself for working.

Caught Easy A, short and sweet movie, please watch. (:
And did some shopping during my spare time.
More eye liners.
I want to look like a panda.
Kidding. :P
Shiseido concealer don't seem to cover my dark rings well. :(
Probably I bought the shade too close to my skin tone.
Faster finish it and let's try some other brand.
Kose or Lancome.

I need to cover my dark rings
and get more beauty sleep.
Weekends, please don't hide,
I want you now.

Loves .

2010-11-23T00:32:00.003+08:00

Today's Top Tweet:
"Sometimes no matter how much you tell yourself you're over someone, your heart knows."

Credits to Twitter and the person who tweeted this. (:
And this is one of my favourite picture.
Credits to Hershey Products.

It's really a huge edible chocolate bar that weighs 2 kg at least.
It can be my birthday cake. :P
HAHA !

Loves .

2010-11-17T02:14:00.000+08:00

I haven't been sleeping well and enough for days.
Time to sleep in.
Good Night my world. (:

Loves .

2010-11-11T01:16:00.002+08:00

Today's pick:

Sometimes when we touch sang by Olivia Ong.
Originated from Dan Hill.
It's a classic song with beautiful lyrics.

Credits to Youtube and S2Stv.
Title: Sometimes when we touch.

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

The end.

Loves .

好眼泪坏眼泪-徐若瑄 ft.唐禹哲

2010-11-09T21:17:00.000+08:00

I woke up this morning, with many little raindrops outside my window.
It was really a nice weather to sleep in.
So I hugged my bear and went back to sleep.
Not long, my hp rang and I received a text.

I didn't read the text.
I always wonder how life will be without phone, laptop and iPod?
Probably I will live a more peaceful and carefree life?
Now, I love rainy days. I love holding my umbrella, walking in the rain.
Look at my surrounding.
People walk in and out.
People run to and fro without an umbrella.
Mums carrying little toddlers under their umbrellas.
Me listening to my iPod, walking slowly under my little black umbrella.
Hoping that it won't be a heavy rain that cause inconvenience to people.

Went cycling with 3.1 on Sat.
We then met Mr George for dinner.
I was sad cause I had gained some weighs during exam period.
Trying to shed some fats now.
Yet I'm forever being tempted by yummy icecream and cakes.
We celebrated advance birthday for Jon.
Jon is enlisting on 11 Nov.
Junxian is enlisting on 15 Nov.
Aaron is enlisting today.
Had a mini birthday celebration for Aaron at Rammy's house during Deevapali too.
See how time flies.

Yesterday I met Junxian and Dawn for dinner.
Went to Hershey shop,
So adorable.
Can I buy all the chocolates please? :P
Then we talked about some random topics.
Till now, I realised I'm still a selfish person and having the same exact answer.
And I'm living my life as it is.
News talk about floods, earthquakes and stuffs every other day.
It makes me wonder whether the world is ending soon?
Probably living in this manner would make me cherish every happy moment
and not taking things too hard sometimes.

Soon it will be December,
Jx asked: Do u remember what you did in Jan?
At least this year is one of the fulfilling year.
I graduated from Poly.
I got into a new school.
Start of another new phase of my life.

What about you?
Have you give a thought about it?

For no reason, I feel tired and don't feel the need to defend myself.
Are you materialistic?
Without thinking, I answered: Yes I am.
I told LV about it.
And he replied me with this question: If I said you are materialistic, would you believe me?
I answered: yes I will.
He said: You should not believe me yet believe in yourself.

Then I realised I'm wrong. I didn't believe in myself.
Yet I'm always believing in others.
Quite silly isn't it.
Cause You are the one who know yourself the best.
Yet why don't you believe in yourself.

P.S I love this song.

Loves .

2010-11-05T02:55:00.002+08:00

The answer is: No, and I doesn't have a defined answer for it.

The sad thing is I'm not looking for the answer.
I just left the question at where it is.
The truth is I'm not looking yet I'm waiting.

Loves .

2010-11-03T02:38:00.002+08:00

You can be my hero, if only I could let go.

Exams are OVER !
Party DAY and NIGHT.
I wanna get plenty of my beauty sleep.
Went for some retail therapy after last paper.
Supposed to hunt for gifts, in the end
Me and Mich were busy buying things for ourselves. :P
Met KB, JX and Mich to do nothing, eat and chit chat.
Don't laugh too much, very prone to jaw drop. ><

I wanna watch MEGAMIND !!
Looks Brainy ~

Weather is so unpredictable these days.
And I have rashes attack again.
If only my face is not so prone to weather changes.
Sigh.

Last paper was hard I feel.
Probably I don't really understand the module.
I spent 4 hours on one chapter,
and skipped 3 chapters.
Let me pass this paper please !

I'm going on a hiatus.
For these few days.
People may ask: where are you for the two whole weeks?
I replied: Exams Exams Exams and TV TV TV.
TV seems so interesting when exams are around. Oops.
Now I don't even turn on my TV.
Humans are so funny.

Let me move on to next semester smoothly.
I want to graduate on time. (:
This time I'm pretty certain.

Loves .

2010-10-30T15:14:00.003+08:00

I'm blogging using my itouch. Seems fun. :P
Just that I got clumsy fingers.
Fat fingers, you have to slim down!

Remind me of trying to figure out the text that Vincent sent me.
He's using touch screen phone and there are alot of word errors.
As usual, I laughed at him.
And he replied: aiya, people got fat fingers okay.
I replied: okay, forgive you then ask your fingers to slim down.

Oops so funny. :P it doesn't meant to be offensive in any way.

3 down, 1 to go.
I have been mugging.
Perhaps I would say the whole school is mugging. (:
I slept for 2 hrs for my yesterday 3 hours paper.
Felt like a superwoman though.
That is when you played hard, now you have to studied hard
to cover the time that is meant for study. (:

I will survive and pass all my modules !
1st paper was Econs, 7 questions, pick 4, 2 hrs paper
which means one question takes 30 min and it costs 20 marks.
I picked the wrong question for my 3rd question.
Did halfway and realised I couldn't do the rest of the question.
And I was left like 45 min for 2 questions if I chose to re-pick.
In the end I re-picked and left a 4 marks sub question empty.
It is still better than losing 10 marks. (:

Yesterday was an essay paper. Imagined I wrote for 24 pages (single- sided paper)
and my pen went out of ink. (:
was delighted to see the 2nd question. (:

mug mug mug !
One last paper and it's the paper I don't have much knowledge and confidence in.
May god bless me !!
I'm turning weirder and weirder each day,
despite the fact that I slept at 4am everyday to mug.
And 12 midnight, declaring that I'm super hungry
and had instant noodles.
Texting Constantine to ask him to say good night to me at 8pm
cause I wanna nap.
It was just a urge that I want people to say good night to me. :P

I realised I was childish too but who cares.
I told him that I can be afford to be but he can't.
Cause I'm still below 21. Hahas !
Can I stay at 20 and stops growing up?
Don't wish to be 21.
Wanted freedom but not the others.
Living in a dilemma.

Behaving like a little kid seems to be my forte.
So sweet of LV to meet me for breakfast after he drove his
mum to work on a sat morning.
Guess I mugged for so long and I needed some fresh air.
But ! YaKun was pretty long queue so
ended up having mac breakfast.
It's okay. (:
As usual, I was complaining I'm kinda sick of studying,
he said: ur dad will be mad if you give up.
True, I will get it over and done in 2 years.
Seize the opportunity when you are given one.
I should be happy that I had being exempted for a year
and shouldn't complain anymore. (:
sometimes, I realise humans can be a little too greedy at times.
Wanting so many things at a time.
Yet we are only given two hands and one brain.
How funny we can be.
No offence.
I want to get bike license. :(
but nobody supports me for it.
They would rather I get bus license than bike.
Having such crazy idea when I dreamt of riding one
one fine night.
Forget it, wait till I pass my TP 1st.

Happy mugging.

Loves .

2010-10-18T01:05:00.002+08:00

Another day of me mugging. :(
Another boring day with just me and my notes and my unproductive-ness.
Another day wasted.
Another day that is nearer to examination dates.
Another day Another day.

Okay, I decided (forced) to have a short hiatus for 2 months after Oct.
Everyone has gone for holidays.
I'm jobless and being forced to rest till Jan when school starts.
What am I supposed to do for the 2 whole months.
Suddenly it looks so boring to me.
Mugging makes me have no mood for anything.
Mum wanted to go shopping today and yet it is postponed
cause my exams are near and i'm supposed to stay home and study.
:(
That is the con of being a student.

Back to December - Taylor Swift's new single.
It's a very sweet and sad song.
Looking forward for her MV for this song.
Speak now is also her new single.
It's kind of wacky, went to other's wedding and steal the groom away.
But I don't know why I just don't like the tune of the song.

Pyramid- Charice is another nice song.
Now songs and videos, social networks are my current entertainment.
Mich had posted alot of funny videos on my wall,
Another way to keep me entertained.
I love Rabbids !
Aren't they the most adorable irritating bunnies. :P

I like the rabbit soft-toys in one of the TV ads.
Okay, that's random.
Shall have Yami Yogurt soon. (:
RAWR !

Boredom is killing me.
Exam stress is killing me.
I can't believe i slept at 4am and wakes up at 10am everyday.
It's driving me crazy.
Heavenly daddy, where are you?
You haven't been listening to my prayers don't you?
Why am I yelling at myself. -.-"

Loves .

2010-10-16T01:32:00.002+08:00

I'm craving for 豆浆油条. :(
And Wii !!
Get me a Wii and a Wii partner and let's go down to play Wii all day and all night. :P

Why is this question keep surfacing today?
Will you fall for your best friend?
Sometimes you know the person too well,
it becomes unlikely to have such intense chemistry.
If bound to be together, long ago it should happen right.

I want to buy DSL Digital Camera.
Can Sony comes up with one soon?
Or it's already in the market?
Well, I don't know, shall do some research when there is an intense desire. :P
I know Samsung have them.
Didn't they look cool, nice pictures ~

Quite interesting, I found Coke, Sprite and Fanta flavoured
Lip balms in Guardian Stores.
So cutesy. It will be like a lollipop to me, instead of
applying to my lips, i will lick them off.

RAWR ! I'm still at Chpt 7.
5 More chapters to go before i finished this module.
And another 3 more modules to study.
Time left: 1 week.
CRY !

Yesterday was enrolment day.
So funny when Mich and I don't know how to fill up the enrolment papers.
Luckily we saw Alan, Nich and Eudora.
Tempted to take Finance as my Minor.
It's either HR or Finance. :(
HR: Essays and Exams.
Finance: 2 Tests and Exams.

Nich said can ask him for help for Finance (his major).
Normally guys love finance.
I'm nuts in numbers.
And in the end Mich and i are convinced.
Well, let's clear our core and major for this 2 semesters
then talk about minor.

And i won't be jobless for this holiday.
Another extra allowance.
Peanuts but better than nothing.

Wing and a prayer.
Eat Pray Love.

There is nothing much to judge when you asked me such question.
What is left to judge when you doesn't want others to judge you.
You are what you eat and you are what you are.
Wear your heart on your sleeves might be the best answer.

Loves .

2010-10-14T02:35:00.003+08:00

GOSH !! I saw so many stuffs i fancied in just 2 days.
I want the money to do shopping.
Shucks.
I'm supposed to study yet all i think of is shopping. :(
Will you buy the same top but just in different color?
Awww, I really do like the shade of blue.
I want a sugar daddy. :P

Weiloong replied in my tweets : Let's go celebrate when the
exams are over. :(

It made my eyes lighted up. PARTY !
Like some lil kiddo's reaction.
But sigh, my revision is not even halfway there.
If I don't pass, I will end up killing myself,
what is more left to celebrate.

He isn't online, LV never reply my sms.
I got something to say. :(
Will scold them when they replied. Oops.

Loves .

2010-10-13T02:08:00.002+08:00

2 weeks from now is EXAMS !
Well, exams stress/ madness.
Please let me do well. :(
All my papers are theory-based.
I need a 110 GB memory space PLEASE. :(

I can't study right cause of the construction works
Right in front of my house. X.X
May all the god and goddess bless me.

Nothing much to talk about.
Study week now, followed by exams then school holidays.
Time flies.
What I had been doing for the past few days.

After the Bash party, went back to school for lessons.
Met 3.1 to have Wii feast.
Steamboat at Holland V.
Steamboat at Wen's house for her birthday.
Met up council people for awhile.

Play hard and yet now have to study hard.
Tweets about studies studies and studies.

That's it for now.
I have a rough day today of digesting 2 chpts.
Another day of mugging to go.
Suddenly, videos and TV seems so interesting. :P

Loves .

2010-10-02T01:28:00.002+08:00

Few of my favourite photos after the party.
Greatest THANKS to Glenna ! (:

Simply Candid shot ...

Say CHEESE !

Update soon.

Loves.

2010-09-24T23:59:00.003+08:00

Shall pen down some thoughts before I'm off to work on my assignment.
My bro sent me the song "Just the way you are" By Bruno Mars.
Awww, isn't he sweet. LOL
Okay, I'm just being cheeky here.

I agreed "Cause you are amazing just the way you are."

Right. Thanks guys for those sweet thoughts on my wall.
You guys are deeply missed by me too.
Made me really miss those times.
Now, everyone is busy with their respectively stuffs,
though we do meet up often, but still, I agree
it is not the same like what it used to be.
Mug together, laugh together, made alot of noise together,
Bitch around together, fool around together, stress together.
Chiong together, drink together, even scream together.

The 3 years journey was a fruitful one.
I never regret that my decision of choosing poly over JC.
And you guys are the best people I ever met ! (:
Cause you guys are amazing just the way you are.
HAHA !

What about my current life?
Cool is the word.
Know new friends,
Have new fun.
It is another new experience.
Stay open minded always.

Just submitted my essay.
One big stone in my heart had dissolved.
Left with one last group assignment
and here comes study weeks
and please mug for exams.
Isn't it fast, one sem ends just like that?
Time waits for no man.
I'm getting older and older each day.
Miss you more and more each day.
Memories stay further and further away each day.
Wanted to embrace myself more and more each day.

It feels like I'm driving in an expressway,
just unsure where it will lead to.
People walk in and out.
Some stop and look you.
Some even talk to you.
Everything is at a fast pace.
Can all these slow down and wait for me?
I know i have following the flow.
And I know there is no U-turn road.
Even I hurt myself on the road,
I'm so going to tell myself "I will reach the end"
and pick myself up and continue driving.
Do I know of my goals?
It just leave me there to wonder.

Perhaps, desperation is the way to success.
I loved you once,
And i still do if you asked me to.
Not that I'm dumb,
Just that leopard never change its spot.
However, it won't be the same love anymore.
Cause I felt and cried once.

Loves .

2010-09-24T01:57:00.002+08:00

Too much to put everything into words.
I really miss the good old times shared in SP !
Miss you guys :(

And, is it a start of a new beginning?
I hope not.

Loves .

2010-09-17T00:32:00.002+08:00

A busy week.
With one test on this saturday
and an essay due next friday.
I will survive.

Though I studied till I get confused
and mixed up with the terms.

He is off for holiday till Sat.
Jasmine is going overseas for holidays too.
I want holidays too. :(
A getaway.
But I can't, exams are coming, October.
And there is plenty plenty and plenty to study.
It hurts just to look at my essential readings,
let alone textbooks and notes.

Mich and I bought one stack (500 sheets) of printing paper
to print our essential readings.
And ended up, it was just nice for the two of us.
Meaning we have 250 sheets to read/ study/ memorise.
It's just for one module.
I will survive.

Going to get sick soon,
with all the fastfood, suppers and junk food i had,
over the past few days.
And i must say food does calm your anxieties and
serves as a comforting tool.
It might be the best remedy for now.

Off to study and there is school tomorrow.
And now panda is my latest idol
and sleep is all I'm desperate for.
(Quoted from Mich)

Loves .

2010-09-11T23:23:00.002+08:00

Long weekends.
Shall eat, sleep, play and do my works.

This tune "Canon in D" stucked in my mind for the whole day.
It brings in good memories and i guess i had lost a piece long ago.
The violin version is more grand and classy.
The piano version is closer to my heart.
There is once, I want to continue to learn piano just for the tune.
But, till now, i didn't accomplish it.
It might be a pity.
Whatever it is, this tune used to accompany me to sleep.
And no matter how many versions i heard,
the piece that i lost still sound the best.
Probably i'm being bias, but unknowingly it means something.
And maybe the piece was not play by the person and he/she
got it somewhere and send to me.
I don't wish to know about it.
May it just be some beautiful piece that had being lost.
And hopefully one day, I'm able to retrieve it back again. (:

I'm just lost in the moment, still finding the way back home.

Loves .

2010-09-05T22:53:00.002+08:00

Is it true that I'm happier now?
Despite the lesser stress level that i have
as compared to the previous years?
Or it just sum up being the same?

Some personal thoughts with no regard to anyone or anything.
Everyone has the other side of himself.
Just that, in surface, it won't show.
It only appear in the closed door of one's bedroom.
Everyone is being hurt and feel scared at one point of time.
Everyone thinks that he/she is the most unlucky person in the world.

But have you ever look back,
What had really happened?
I hate some parts of my life.
I love some parts of my life.
And why is good things always so short lived?
And doesn't mean i don't say it out, i don't understand.
Do I have to prove that i really understand?
I guess i finally understand that life is never smooth sailing.
I learn to appreciate things at the age of 16.
I learn to cherish things at the age of 16.
Sometimes, i felt I had missed out alot of things
in my past 15 years.
What were I doing for the past 15 years?
The answers are clear.
Being naive, childish, rebellious, spoilt and thought
everyone loved me and thought i'm somebody in the world.
In facts, I'm not, not even till today.

Love has its limitations.
Love has its risk.
Life has its time.
And that is all i have to live and breathe.
Sometimes, when the world gives u shit,
return it with a load of shit.
When nobody cares, look into the mirror,
face yourself and said: i don't even care.
Cry a million time and hope it will just go away.
Then realised the next morning, the problem still lie there.
It doesn't disappear.
Sucks it up then.

It is okay u had hurt.
Just don't do it again or to someone else.
Take it when i said i accepted your apology,
but please don't expect too much from it.
Nothing is perfect in this world.
And sometimes i wish to say,
Imperfection may be perfect too.
I'm not a dreamer.
I'm not a saint.
I'm just a nobody.
A girl you might not remember 10 years later,
or any other typical girl that u will see on the street.
Does that affects me,
the sad thing is: It doesn't anymore.
As things don't feel the same as it used to be.

Loves .

2010-09-05T22:35:00.002+08:00

Just finished watching Drop Dead Diva Season 2.
Awww.
Nice, funny and smart show.
I don't want Grayson to die too. :(

Okay, I finished my group assignment.
What is next?
Part 2 of my group assignment
and one individual essay.
Sigh, essay does scare me.
2 more weeks from now to finish my essay.
I haven't choose one question out of the four.
Ahh !
Every single one looks difficult.
I'm going to cry.

I bought my mickey mouse organiser for year 2011.
Totally love Mickey mouse as compared to
my ELMO organiser and Hello Kitty ones.
Not that there aren't cute,
It is just personal preference.
Despite I didn't sleep the entire night,
I still could go out have lunch with LV
and do some shopping and reached home
in the late afternoon,
Had my dinner and webcam with a friend
till 2 plus am then i went to sleep.

My eye bags are coming out.
And I'm going to feel sad about it for days again.
I should learn to have early night.
Yups, Off to watch one more show.
And then call it a day.

My printer is low in ink again.
I have been printing non-stop.

Loves .

2010-09-03T00:40:00.002+08:00

There is one saying,
If one talks to you every night,
You will miss the person if one night,
He/ She isn't there to talk to you.

Yeah, It's true.
Don't you agree to this sentence too?
However, it is just a routine or a habit.

I'm supposed to do my group assignment.
Yet I was attracted to a korean show.
I skipped episode 3 and went straight to last episode.
Oops.
Tears, laughters and happy ending in the end.

It's kinda stupid to watch show alone
late at night that made u weep non-stop.
But still, who cares.
I'm going to finish watching it anyway. LOL
I promise to work extra after i'm home on saturday.
Friday is going to be a long day and a tiring one
for me.
Suddenly, i just dread driving lesson.
Having to wake up early in the morning,
then get horn by other drivers,
and get irritated with my mistakes.
It just spoil my whole day.

Well, I want to get my driving license. (:
Let's hope today is going to be a good good day.
I passed my first Econ Test ! (:
2nd test is coming soon.

went back to SP 2 times, last week and this week.
It really feels like going home.
It does give me a very home-y feeling.
Miss the food, lecturers, chilling places.
Though there are changes here and there,
but it still feel so familiar.
And won't get lost in such big campus.
Unlike now, I do get lost once awhile in my school.
Looking for my lecture rooms and toilets.
Well, it does need time to get used to it. (:

Keeping an open mind, makes one go further,
wasn't it?
It won't be long.
When friendship turns into love
and
When love turns into friendship.
Why is it so?
That is when love becomes a riddle
and Life becomes a maze.

It's funny, gotten something online.
I wanted Black but the girl mailed me blue.
and blue actually looks better than black.
Oops. So i just took it.
And,
She wrote the wrong address.
Bedok instead of Bukit Batok.
Nice postman went to clarify it
and edited the address and mailed it to me.
Just that, i received at a later date.
This is hilarious but really sweet of the postman. (:
This postman must be good looking cos
he/she has a kind heart. HA ! (:

And we had gotten all the part time students
for our surveys.
Really nice and sweet of them to spare us
a couple of minutes to help us do our survey.
And thanks to friends who had helped us
with our surveys too.
Therefore, we managed to meet the quota of
100 respondents ! (:
You guys are gems !
So then, it marks the start of our assignment. (:

I'm going to have to run errand next week again. :(

Sleep well, everyone.

Loves .

2010-08-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

It's hilarious when I couldn't find my pencil case.
And I actually forgot to bring my pencil case to school yesterday.
Now i finally understand the importance of my pencil case.
WOW ~ :P
Let's me name out the important factors for you:
1. I don't have a pen with me. (DUH~)
2. I can't write anything on my notes. (Duh~)
3. I can't highlight the key words without a highlighter.
4. I can't draw my econ graphs.
5. I can't calculate without my scientific calculator.
6. I can't play with my pens. (Not a good reason thou.)
7. I can't draw on my notes. (HAHA~)
8. I can't use different color pens for different points.

In conclusion, without my pencil case, i can't do big things during lecture.
You guys must be laughing away.
Previously, I forgot about my specs, and the whole lecture,
I'm trying my super-ly best to see.
Now, I forgot about my pencil case.
Since when i had became so absent minded.
Please save me for that.

Not only that, I'm being super funny these days.
Firstly, I walked into the wrong lecture room and
go tap my attendance till i heard "Management Accounting."
Then i realised i walked into the wrong class,
and some people are staring at me.
So i quickly walked out.

Secondly, I mistook MB as MR so I was reasoning with Mich.
Till some kind soul in front said: It's MB and it stands for
Marginal Benefits. LOL
So funny. Anyways, Thanks dude. (:
He's really nice.

Can't imagine how blur am i these days.
And I actually didn't know my school sell
bubble tea till that "korean guy" told me.

Okay, enough of laughing at myself.
Went for the camp,
I don't call that a camp, it's more like a chalet
or outing. Got to know the seniors and freshies
like me ! YAYS ! And I'm being known as 19 years old.
I have no idea why but people just thought I'm 19.

Got to know this "couple".
The BF claimed himself as "Korean"
and the GF is cute. :P
And i was named guo bao.
Inside jokes.
Had some fun
and went home early in the morning for
a bath and some nap
and met Rammy and friends.
Wii ~~
We are playing Wii ~~
Full of madness.

I guess school starts to get interesting.
Wait, Please help me do survey.
Another round of assignments.
And I have to part with my favourite top for good.

I want desserts ! (:

Loves .

2010-08-19T02:36:00.003+08:00

One individual assignment submitted.
Two more group assignments to go.
One of them is due on this Friday.

Sigh, don't even know if I did correctly for
one of the parts of the assignment.
Brain clotted now.

Having camp this weekends.
I want to hibernate at home.
I'm tired and need to charge for the second round of assignment and tests before semester exams.
Chill chill, my heart is pacing fast.
Best of lucks to me.

Waiting for school holidays. :(

P.S. I want to play Wii ~
Feed me with all the games and food this Sunday !

Loves .

2010-08-15T01:01:00.002+08:00

Hayde loves Anna

Just finished two tests.
2 assignments to do. :(

Busy week.
Did i slow down my pace or
I just don't wanna to slow down?

It is getting scary when one starts to age,
and starts to look back at things that one had missed.

I didn't miss you.
Loves .

2010-07-30T22:34:00.002+08:00

Monday Blues
Tuesday Tea
Wednesday Fence
Thursday Sand
Friday TGIF

And it's weekends.
Blah Blah .
This time I have alot in my mind.

I like my students,
A boy and a girl.
Pleasant.

I'm walking on sunshine, and don't it feel good?

Loves .

2010-07-21T23:29:00.006+08:00

It's Wednesday !

Yesterday, I didn't have lesson.
Went Driving in the morning,
Yummy Lunch-ed with Mum,
Running errands with Mum
And switched to another Mobile Service Provider with Mum.
Got a new phone for Mum,
HTC Wildfire in Red.
However, the LCD Screen protector is not out yet in the market so Mum has to be more careful with the screen these days. (:
It's quite chic and nice, especially the color of the hp.
Well, Mum is happy. (:

After that, met up with a friend to get something
and back home playing with my camera.
Here's some of the photos,
No grabs. (:

My Bears are still well. (:
And they are really happy.

Ugly me. (:

I like the tagline ! (:

Let's "stick to fun !" - Quoted from Pocky.

Gummy Bears !!

3 Bears found a new bear.

And ...

They went to take a look at the new bear.

And of course made friends with the new bear.

HAHA !

The End.

End of my gummy bear's tale.

That's it.

I'm tired.

There is school tomorrow.

Rest well people !

You are missed. (:

P.S. Although I officially changed my Mobile Service Provider,

My numbers stay the same.

So keep them in tact. (:

Loves .

2010-07-17T22:49:00.002+08:00

Woo ~

I look as if I have been starving for days.
I have been eating non-stop for today.
Food and food and food.
Everything seems so tasty.

Ah, Lela lost her handphone. :(
Was meeting her, Sri and Catherine for dinner at MSQ on thurs.
I was busy playing with Lela's DSL camera.
And we took alot of candid shots.
But she lost her hp in the toilet. :(

School had started as usual,
soon i'm going to have alot of assignments and tests to go.
Meanwhile, enjoy the finest "honeymoon" period. (:

I'm in love with a Longchamp Bag.
When will be the launch in Singapore. :(

Loves .

2010-07-09T16:15:00.002+08:00

I want to watch Despicable Me !!
HAHA

I'm more or less fully recovered from my fever, flu and cough.
Now, I'm trying hard to adapt to my school life.
Hopefully to join some CCA club.
And, helping my friend to give tuition to her student
as she is busy with her school stuffs.
That's all I have on plate now.

I passed my FTT ! (:
YAYS !

Now, just have to finish my practical lessons
and hopes to get my license real soon.
Life still have to go on,
Although I miss the holidays,
I miss some of my friends and colleauges.

We can't stay constant forever right.
Everyday, we have to make decisions,
Be it what to wear, what to eat, when to eat.
All these nitty gritty are all decisions that
we made in everyday.
Time does not wait for anyone.
Neither can I turn back the time.
If that is the fate, then it shall be.
For you, I said all will be well and you will be fine.

My grandma's death anniversary is coming.
This time, I seem to have alot to tell her.
Loves .

2010-06-30T21:36:00.002+08:00

Last Sunday is my last day of work.
Everything seems to end gracefully and
Tomorrow is my first day of school.

Hopes all goes well. (:

Elaine is sick again.
How terrible it is.
sigh.

Loves .

2010-06-22T14:18:00.002+08:00

I'm sick agains. Yes again ! Will hold that taxi company responsible if I fainted on the street yesterday. The company is so lucky that I managed to push myself to fareast taxi stand from shaw house. Irritating attitude that cab driver portrayed. Maybe I should lodge a complaint and thanks goodness I forgot the car plate numbers. Fine !

Shall post in detail soon.
Loves .

2010-06-06T23:34:00.002+08:00

I wish I can be taller so I can buy long dresses, long pants and skirts.
Yups, it's the trend now.
Maxi Maxi and maxi.
Oh well,
I couldnt grow any taller now.
Pretty sad huh.

Back to reality,
As usual, I'm working, working and working.
To get my shopping funds ready.
Don't know is it I have long hair now or I'm working under this field, I start to get attracted by hair accessories. But it's obvious to me is I either buy rubber band, hairband or medium shark clips. The rest like small tiny clips or stick whatsoever, I wasn't kind of interested in that group. HAHA.
And I admire people could get sunglasses or even normal glasses that suit them well.
It's a challenging job for me,
The glasses either resting on my cheeks or they're too big (Cover almost entire of my face).
Well, I'm not lying.
It's just plain irritating that I couldn't find a sunglasses
or spectacles for myself.
Thought of changing my specs,
But well, I'm sick of choosing the suitable ones.

I know you guys will say:
" you don't wear them (regularly) anyways)."
I guess it's true,
I get giddy after wearing specs for few hours.
Not that my degree increases/ decreases.
I just not used of wearing specs.
Believe it or not.
And I'm too timid to try contact lens?
HAHA
This is the question.

Well Well,
Random talks for the day.
And,
I think I overestimate myself for
being a superwoman as I reserved few books
from the library.
And I haven't finish reading my current one.
I got abit carried away at times.
I will use my travelling time to START READING.

I want Adidas lanyard.
The blue one.
Yes, I have been asking for that for so long.
And almost all the outlets told me they have
stopped manufacturing it.
Sigh, I still can't get over it.

Guess what,
I really miss school.
Even it takes to stay up late in school,
slacking at FC 6, chiong-ing projects.
I still kind of miss it.

Oh ya,
Got Rammy a special birthday's gift.
I want those photos.
And weiyu had went for NS.

That's it.
Off to watch Glee.
(For the 1st time, I agree with Mr Wong (HWB) that
the show is pretty interesting.)
And I want to watch Gossip Girl season 3 too.

Loves .

2010-06-01T00:55:00.003+08:00

I guess some of us had hurt our loved ones unknowningly.
The ugly truth is that:
The ones who are most dear or you loved the most, tend to be the ones who are hurt easily/ often by you. Isn't it true?

And the worst thing in life is, it is even harder to apologise to your loved ones.
Isn't it? Or because I'm too stubborn?

I really do love you.
It does hurt when I quarrelled with you.
It does hurt when I just left the house with an empty stomach.
It does hurt when you didn't call and ask if I had skipped my meal again.
It does hurt when you didnt call when I was still out late at night.

Cause I know normally you would.
Sorry.

Loves .

2010-05-22T00:55:00.002+08:00

Well,
I guess i should blog proper to end this hanging- in- the- air previous post.

My book had reached me.
And as usual, I'm like a sticky tape to my book.
Squeeze in any free time to read it.

It's an inspiring book.
Quoted from the book (may have slight variances) :
Are your parents perfect?
They are not.
Do u think they need any improvement?
No, they don't need to improve.

I find this very true.
They might not be the perfect parents but
I'm certain they don't have to improve or to be one.

Having parents that suit you is better to have perfect parents.
Nobody is perfect, let's admit it.
When come to finding mate,
Find a mate that suit you instead of a perfect mate.
Perhaps to me, the word "perfect" don't weigh that important as it once had years ago.

Come to understand, I'm not perfect and I will never be.
Just love both my perfect and imperfections,
I'm grateful enough.

Heavenly Daddy,
Thanks for answering my prayers. (:

Body may decay, but keep your faith intact.
I believe in you.
For once I said, I'm always grateful to have my loved ones with me.
And never can you imagine how afraid i am to lose them.

Loves .

2010-05-22T00:02:00.006+08:00

Graduation day !
19 May 2010 @ SP.
No grabs please.

Before the Ceremony.

One more photo please.

Getting ready to go in.

"Tyra" Bank ! :P

With a pretty lady, Ms Sophia. (:

With Ms Tan.

Finally with our Harvard wannabe. (:

And our favourite lecturer ! (:

They are graduating next year ! (:

Favourite photo of all ! (:

Mr Nai !

Michelle !

Cubbie !!

Trying to be HWB again.

Laiteng !

With Wen !

Da Li (dahling) Chen !

Ben claimed that we looked better in his camera.
It's true but this is from my camera. :P

Embrace SP (:

My ticket !

Here are the details.

For more photos, its at FB.
And next day we went to Tangs for private sales.

Then I'm back to work again.

Love you guys !
Finally we made it together ! (:

Loves .

2010-05-17T00:40:00.003+08:00

Another week had passed.
I'm feeling more and more tired each day.
Went out with KB today.
Decided to go home early to rest.

Here's some of the random pictures.
No grabs.
Nothing much to post about these days.
Or perhaps, I'm not in the right mood to post. :P

The Inspired "condom" chocolate.
There's only 8 pcs in the box,
Eat wisely. :P

Too bored to be true.
My messy hair.

I look very weird in this photo.
And yes, it's photoshop-ed.
Haven't think of the rationale of this "artistic" photo.
:P
It's been sometimes since I do weird "artistic" snapshots.

This is still my FAVOURITE piece ! (:

Goody nights.
I'm off to sleep.
Loves .

2010-05-14T01:16:00.003+08:00

I will learn to control my emotions at times.
It has been abit of emotion rollercoaster these days.
Be it at home or at work, my emotions aren't stable.
I tend to get abit teary or upset once awhile.
Then i will start to look for ice creams or chocolates
To curb my emotions.

It's getting abit haywire.
Yeah, It's time for a checkup.
Next month.
I will be fine.
Be more patience with me.
Or a break would be highly recommended?
I guess I just want things to get their solutions fast enough.
And maybe I'm too afraid.

Is it I'm too protected at time which causes all the anxiety within me now?

Heavenly Daddy, Please listen to my prayers.

Loves .

2010-05-08T01:44:00.002+08:00

Well Well !
Happy Mother's day in advance ! (:

Yesterday was a pretty rush day.
Went to SP for lunch. So satisfied.
Got my shoes then met Rammy, Aaron and Junxian to get our Graduation robes.
Then headed to driving.

First time, I'm doing night driving.
I would say, pay more attention on the road !
I nearly got into a minor accident when I was doing my right turn.
Pretty tough to pay full attention.
Will work on it.

Days seem to pass faster and faster.
I wonder if i had slowed down and took one last look.
I got a job to satisfy my wants and time.
Yet, I start to miss my friends and family.

I want a dessert buffet.
Time for a sweet treat ! (:

And, I really miss you guys !

Loves .

2010-04-29T18:01:00.004+08:00

Today is a rainy day.
On top of that,
I FAILED my FTT ! :(
Super sad.
So i schedule for a retest in July.
Sigh. :(
My instructor said "It's okay, you will pass the next round."
Mum also said it's okay.
Jasmine said it's harder than BTT so it's okay.
I want TEN YEARS SERIES !
But from May to July,
two full months to wait.
GROANS ! :(
ELAINE is really sad today.

Okay, pictures.
NO Grabs please !

Ooooo, new condom?

Hmms ... Maybe ...

It's NOT ! It's the chocolates that Jasmine got from Taiwan.
Interesting right. (:

Gift from Wen.
I planted all my roses from MMIT there.
And my rubber bands and bangles are mostly held by her too.
Innovative ! (:

My THREESOMES !
Am i the goldilock?
With 3 bears.
Gift from Llewelyn. (:

I Love BEARS !
Guess my room is filled with Bears now.
Next hot thing is rabbit !

My "irritating" flower.
Can't you see the smirk on its face.
But it supposes to be the sunshine of my room.

Alright, self obsession.
The day for my driving lesson and
outing with Sophia, Rammy, Aaron, Junxian,
Sasi and Weiyu at Holland V, Everything with fries. (:

Credits to Johnson's Body care.
I got this brochure from Watson store while
I was searching for my personal care product.
Pretty interesting.
I chose a few things out of 15 to promise (okay, try to accomplish) to do them for myself everyday.
Here it goes:

I will talk my problems out with friends or family.
I will smile more.
I will not spread myself too thin.
(In my context is to eat well and stop skipping meals.)
I will learn to accept what I cannot change.
(Like I failed my FTT. :( )
I will not be perfect. Or even try to be.
(I like this 100 times. HAHA.)
I will learn to say "NO".
I will schedule time for myself.
(After I get the book that I wanted, I shall tie myself with that book. (: )
I will not constantly worry about what others think of me.
(Come on, let's face it, I do think of how people thinks of me sometimes and I always remind myself not to live under the eyes of others. Shall continue to implement this.)
I will ask for help when I need it.
(Yes, why not? LOL)
I will take up a relaxing new hobby.
(Still wondering which hobby suits me, definitely not eating icecreams again. :P)

Icecreams are my 1st rank comfort food ! (:

That's it ! (:
One should love (take care of) himself before he can love others.

I need to buy my personal care products soon.
A sun block for 57 bucks.
A eyeliner for 51 bucks.
Groans !
Is it inflation?
Okay, salary faster reach me.
And yes, Happy working for tomorrow and Saturday.

Loves .

2010-04-23T23:18:00.002+08:00

PEEK-a-BOO !

I'm on leave tomorrow, yes tomorrow, and it's a SATURDAY.
HAHA
Lela (my working partner) is back so she will be working tomorrow and I'm given a day off. (:

Yesterday was with 3.1 at Timbre Substation,
Delicious pizzas.
But i have been having fastfood for days and I can feel that my throat is starting to complain.
Due to the rain, I can only eat near my workplace and that's none other than fastfood. :(
It's okay, I will survive. (:

So sad.
Yanti and Angeli will be transferring to other places next week.
Yanti will be at 313 Somerset (with her favourite F21)
And Angeli will be at Tangs. :(

Yanti told me to cheer up and make new friends with her colleagues.
And can always ask her to check things out at F21 Somerset.
LOL

Today was the joke of the day.
Went break with Wanshi and Evelyn.
WS wanted to try this HK Cafe at FarEast
so we did yet the food was just edible.
We thought it was okay, we just finished our share, if not later,
we might be hungry.
Within an hour after our break,
Something was very wrong.
I started to feel stomach discomfort.
So do the rest 2.
Then we started to feel nauseous,
headaches and giddy.
OH NO !
And we kept running to toilet one by one.
We couldn't confirm but all of us suspected there was
something wrong with the food which made us feel so nauseous.

Other colleagues were telling us to call the cafe to complain.
See how it goes.
But one thing we are very sure is that we will never patronise the cafe ever again.
And hope the 3 of us are okay.
Luckily, we are all on leave tomorrow.
HAHA

Okay, I'm going to rest now.
May all stays well.
May all my hopes reach me soon.
You are beautiful. (:

Loves .

2010-04-18T23:40:00.002+08:00

Bad News ! :(

Wenqi had transferred to Taka
and Huijun due to some reasons couldn't work for 6 months.
:( Sad.

I miss my baby cousin alot alot.
Hasn't see him for weeks.
As he went to my grandpa's place every sunday,
But I have to work on sundays so I couldn't get to see him.
Felt abit guilty everytime he asked my mum where am I.
Awww !

He's the youngest in the family so everyone dotes him. (:
Even me can't bring myself to dislike him. HAHA

Well, Miss my grandpa also.
More works = Lesser family times.
Lesser works = Lesser allowances
Lesser allowances = Lesser shopping trips
Lesser shopping trips = More restrictions
More restrictions = Lesser happiness.

P.S. Do understand, somethings money couldn't buy,
I don't wish to name them out.

Yups ! That's it, living in dilemma.
Humans are hard to please, not only women.
Agree people?

Loves .

2010-04-16T00:03:00.002+08:00

I'm so sleepy.
Trying to keep my eyes wide open to blog, tumblr and articles.

Last night, i stayed at home and watched hours of shows
and met Jasmine for dinner.
The food is nice. (:
And we bumped into Aishah and SX after that.
They were shopping.
HAHA

Had icecreams at Udders' as usual.
Slept late.

Today I woke up early for driving lesson.
Sigh.
I got so confused with the clutch and gear,
and I still couldn't make a nice turn.
My reaction is pretty slow today.
Shall work harder.
Haven't started flipping through my Ftt too.
I shall stop being a lazy bum at times.

Met up with Junxian, Aaron, Rammy, Soph, Sasi and Weiyu for lunch
and then Jon, Mich, Wen, Kb, Jx for dinner.
Couldn't stay for dinner.
Mum wanted me home for home-cooked food.

Now I'm working, if I'm lucky, I'm given 3 days off.
Usual will be 2 days off.
I have to manage my driving lessons, friends' and family's time
during my off days.

So sorry. :(
And I have to work on weekends.
But i still miss and remember you guys. (:

Trust your BF, trust is the basic of a relationship isn't it?
And what are your views of your BF still in contact with their EX(s)?
Is it okay or it's a NO-NO?
Have your say.
But i found something really true,
every relationship has a special bond and that means
that your BF and his EX may share a special bond that
is unspeakable.
Correct me if I'm wrong.
Humans are like rubberband,
Elastic and easily stretched.
Mind when it snaps or rebounds.
It's even more painful than you can imagine.

I'm not implying that BF couldn't stay in contact with his EX(s).
Just get the word (PAST Tense) in their head.
If not, Erase that PRESENT Tense before things get worst.
Let's hurt nobody.

Hmms, I guess I'm weird.
Do you think so too?
My rashes came for a visit again !!!
Thanks to the hot weather.
And I'm so devastated again.
GO AWAY RASHES !
I REALLY DO HATE YOU !

Loves .

2010-04-12T23:36:00.002+08:00

曲名：我知道歌手：BY2

从来没想过
不能再和你牵手
委屈时候
没有你陪着我心痛

一切都是我太过骄纵
以为你会懂
一直忘了说
我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由
我们都以接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后
还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时
闭着眼没有回头

答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流

Credits to sogou.com

The song is nice. (:

YAYS !
I'm on leave for 3 days straight.
I don't know why I'm so happy but well,
Miss home-cooked food and friends. :(
I had alot of fastfood during breaks.
Time to look out for alternatives at my working place.

I'm really short (in height). :(
I couldn't reach the top glass of the display.
So I asked for the cashier's help.
He's tall enough and nice to help me clean the top glass display. (:

I want that bag. AHHH !
Me and Huijun want the same design.
She's a new friend I made at work.
And she's from SP too.
The cashier was also from SP.
So happy to have a few SP people from my workplace.
Sharing the same culture and frequency.
Okay, not that exaggerating,
Just that we have more common topics to talk about.
And today i kept telling Huijun about the wanton mee.
HAHA
And we really had wanton mee during break.
YAYS ! (:
Happily satisfied !
And Jasmine came for a visit.

And on sunday, i kept telling Wenqi about the fried rice.
And we had that for break too ! HAHA
I can't stop blah-ing for food sometimes.
Wenqi is also a new friend i made from workplace,
same company but different department and she's
leaving soon. :(

They said next time will be Wanshi's turn to hear me blah-ing about food.
Maybe Pepper Lunch?
Cause she loves pepper lunch. HAHA.

Last friday, finally met up with Dawn together with Junxian
and we had a big laugh at junxian. Oops.
Tra lalas~

And my monster is throwing tantrums agains.
I can't receive smses at times,
so please sms me agains if i didnt reply your sms.
Pardon me for the late replies at times due to my working conditions.
So sorry. :(

I don't intend to repair or change a new phone.
Cause....
For me to know, for you to find out.

Loves .

2010-04-07T00:44:00.002+08:00

AH !

I'm selling one of my skirts off at my friend's blogshop.
Reason is simple: It's too short for me.
First time of having a skirt that is too short for me.
No offence.
With the height of 1.6m (1.59m),
almost everything looks lengthy on me.
Well, I'm surprised too.
Hope somebody buys the skirt,
if not, it will be in the recycle bin.

Hmms. (:
Loves .

2010-04-05T23:20:00.002+08:00

BOO !
I'm back on the shopping mood.
I wanted two bottoms, one dress
and a pencil eyeliner.
I got irritated with my liquid eyeliner.
I broke my gel eyeliner and I can't find the pencil one.
So now I just want a new eyeliner !

This is madness when you can't find your eyeliner at home.
Can i say i can't live without an eyeliner.
HAHA
Not that extent yet.
I definitely can live without Mascara for now.
As it's abit troublesome to wash it off and I always
lose some eyelashes during the washing process.
Eyelashes tend to grow very slowly.
That summaries the whole thing.
No offence. (:

Started work.
I'm still a blur queen and getting used to my work.
And I always complain there's nothing to eat.
As I only have an hour break,
it's impossible to walk all the way to Wisma
or Taka for good food.
So i can only stay nearby and trying to find
decent food (excludes fastfood).
Please build a foodcourt there please.
I don't mind eating prawn mee everyday.
(Miss FC 6 Prawn Mee)

Right.
Food Food Food.
Didn't i tell you i'm a glutton?
I think you had forgotten.
HAH !

Loves .

2010-04-01T00:38:00.002+08:00

AH ! I'm starting work in a few hours time.
Few hours ago, I was enjoying my bits of march hols,
Dinner-ing with peeps.
Okay, look at the bright side that I can start
shopping trips agains real soon. (:
YAYS !
Another thing is fully utilise my holidays.
(Is that a good thing?)
I guess it is since everyone is working. (:
Jasmine is working (attachement) too. :(

I want my final semester transcript.
My future school wants it like N O W.
And since now I'm working,
I have to find time to get down and submit.
Have to do those quick (ASAP).

I think I'm quite outdated.
Firefox have this personas skin thingy.
Can check it out.
TADA ~
My browser is pretty now.
Loves Tinkerbell.

Credits to Firefox and the designer who designed the skin. (:

Well, off to sleep.

Get well soon my rashes. ARGH !

My face is still disfigured.

PS. Haven't finish reading my books and they are dued soon.

Shall read it during my travel time and FTT is coming. :(

Loves .

2010-03-30T14:04:00.003+08:00

I'm back from the clinic.
AH is the word I'm summarising the whole thing.

Today just isn't my day.
I woke up at 9am in the morning,
washed up and went to to the clinic.
I waited for an hour or more for my turn to see the doctor.
I got a male doctor. (It's okay cause my family doctor's gender is male too.)
(Note: I went to polyclinic instead as my family clinic doesn't have my rashes cream)
I just wanted to get the cream for my rashes. (My fever and flu are fully recovered.)
So I knocked at the door and went in.
I told him politely that i got rashes on my face and neck.
The doctor answered "Pimples outbreak is it?"
I maintained my cool and said: The red dots are on my neck too and I think is rashes as I experienced it before and I had finished the cream that the previous doctor prescribed.
He replied: yaya, not pimples !! Do you have fever or flu?
(I thought in the first place you said it's pimples?)
I replied: Nope.
He replied: yaya, rashes, neck also have right?
I replied: ya, just the neck and the face.
He replied: Do you have fever? (He took my temperature.)
I shook my head.
He was then readdressed my problem: So what is the cream you are using?
Forget it, so I mentioned the cream name.
He was nice enough to dig my archive and found out the name of the cream.
And he said "Okay, I will prescribed the cream for your rashes."
I don't want much troubles so I ask for the prescription so next time I just get the cream from pharmacy instead of seeing a doctor agains.

Okay, I was sort of hoping that the doctor can analyse my rashes and
educate me on the measures i could take to prevent rashes.
But sadly, I "asked" for my own medicine.
Okay, cool then.

After that, I went to update my bank books.
(Note: book with "s")
This "pretty" lady is queuing BEHIND me.
As I had books to update and the machine is kinda slow.
I took quite alot of time. (My apologies)
BUT
She don't have to scold me behind my back
and PUSHED me away after I'm done IMMEDIATELY.
I was quite irritated so i stared at her.
May the machine eat her book away.
May the force be with her.

It's just not my day I guess.
Worst than having a bad hair day.
(I doesn't want a bad hair day either.)
Hopefully my face will be alright soon.
I wasn't allow anything on my face except for the cream for days.
At least 5 days.
Faster heal heal !
If not, Jasmine has to get masks for me le.
HAH !

Loves .

2010-03-29T22:35:00.002+08:00

SIGH !

My face is disfigured thanks to overcrowding RASHES !
They are RED in color and spread around my face and neck.
SCREAMS !! :(

Really UPSET !
I'm going to visit the doctor first thing tomorrow.
SIGH !

It's really bad.
And it's affecting me.

Je m'ennuie de toi
HAH !

Loves .

2010-03-28T23:26:00.003+08:00

Here's some of the photos for our competition ads. (:

This is the one we used.

Candid shots.

Candid !

I can't stop laughing.

This is close ! HAHA

Camera- Woman (Ms Sophia)
Kudos~
We won the 3rd prize !
Kudos to everyone and peeps ! (:

On my birthday ...
Cam-whoring while waiting for Jasmine's arrival.

My poor camera.

It's on purpose ! HAHA

TaDa~ Better ! (:

All the photos are not photoshop-ed.
True pieces. (:
No grabs.

Loves .

2010-03-28T23:07:00.002+08:00

Peek A BOO !! (:

I'm down with flu and fever this time.
For 3 days yet I'm still Hyper Active-ing.
HA !

Jasmine is finally back from Taiwan and
We went to fetch her.
She bought me an interesting Chocolates,
Shall snap some photos later and post soon.
Cheeky !

Tried the Japanese Cuisine at ION with girls on thursday.
Salty is the word.
Mango Milkshake is milky bland.
Shall try the other Japanese Cuisine restaurant next time.
Oops.
And finally bought my foundation power (thanks girls).
Ya, I had decided to switch brand for my cosmetics.
So now I'm trying this renowned Jap Brand.
It got skin care and brightening effect.
Natural finish with no fragrance. (:

Went SX's house to stay over the next day.
I had slight fever but I watched the ENTIRE DBSK concert DVD
with them (Okay, just the whole concert excludes the bloppers behind).
And took my medicine and headed to SX's bed,
Off to my lalas land.

Met Twinny for lunch the next day.
Really sweet of her that day though I still laugh at her
"clumsiness". HAHA !

Right, today went to fetch Rammy, Aaron and Junxian
back from Cambodia together with Jon and Mich.
They are pretty tanned now.
Guys being tanned is goood ~ (:
Went to find Kb after that.
Really miss them when days go by.
All the fun and laughters.
Jon mentioned "Mahjong someday?"
HAHA.

Hopefully everyone will turn up for Graduation Ceremony.

Photos coming up. (:

Am I starting work soon?
Tra lalas.

Loves .

2010-03-20T23:59:00.003+08:00

Pretty Sweet Day ! (:

Guess where I am?
(You will find out later)

Two "M"s HAHA !

Snapshots of my birthday cake ! (:
(Credits to KahBee)
Yummy !

TaDA~ I had fun with my phone's camera.
HAHA !

This is a snapshot before Junxian left for Cambodia.
I was laughing at the BIG text in his novel.
It looks like some primary school storybook
but it's NOT.
Cause I read the novel months ago too.
But mine is the soft cover and mini text kind.
HAHA (:

I want my shopping trips and more singing and
mahjong sessions. Oops !
Okay, I never play mahjong for ages.
Just regain my thoughts yesterday.

Thanks 3.1 peeps for the wonderful day ! (:

Loves .

2010-03-20T23:28:00.004+08:00

Pretty Sweet Day ! (:
Pictures speak louder than words so no much talkings in these two posts.
No grabs please (:

That's a snapshot after I reached home at 7am !

Before that ....

I wore this floral dress (In facts i looked very FLORAL that day. :P )
HAHA

An Bouquet of flowers from Mei.
I cracked a joke that I not only looked FLORAL that day
(with flowers in my hand, floral dress and my floral prints slippers),
I also looked as if i just got engaged. :P
Interesting .

A clear view of the flowers (Okay, I'm practising my photography skills.)
(:

A Snapshot of me (Okay, Self-obsession).
HAHA

Jon and Moon got me something very interesting.
And it got different ray of lights and it's also
quite tiny in size. Cool huh !

It's a portable mini speaker in a shape of an apple ! (:
Cool !

Loves .

2010-03-14T00:49:00.002+08:00

It's been a long long time since i last edit photo.
This photo is not photoshop-ed.
It is edited by some other photo editor software.
And it's not some long ago photos,
It's taken recently and it don't really look like me.
HAHA ! That's the trick. :P
Don't be tricked by this photo.
That's what I called "I looked better in the picture."
No grabs please. (:

Indeed weirdo.

Loves .

2010-03-08T00:59:00.002+08:00

Alice in the wonderland. (:

It's just my two cents worth (personal thoughts) after watching the show
so it is not open for any discussion.
The 3D effects was good. (:
I love Johnny Depp !! (:

However, I would say can watch if you like the story or any of the characters.
It's not a "Must Watch" movie.
Quite a good movie overall (:
Yups, shall not comment further.

My dress had arrived ! (:
Simply NICE.
This shop didn't disappoint me. HAHA

Great, dad has plans for me now.
At least I have something to be busy with this holidays.
Embrace it my love.

I want my shopping trips real soon.
Meanwhile, I'm going to be a goody girl.

I pray,
I don't hope for another karma service.
If not, I may be bringing a pesticide along soon.

Loves .

2010-03-05T01:30:00.002+08:00

Holidays are HERE !! (:

My long HOLIDAYS have arrived !!
Exams are over.
Anxieties are over.
There's nothing much to comment.
I'm just having date and more dates with my books, lecture notes, tutorials and past year papers.

Everything is waiting for pending now.
Chill and wait right?
Suddenly I don't know where to start to use my holidays.
I just feel like hibernating for a few days,
at least get some decent sleeps, replenish my beauty sleeps.
After which, then continue with the competition,
followed by ENJOY ENJOY. (:
Driving classes and FTT can wait?
HAHA, I'm procrastinating agains.
But I have booked my FTT, it's on APRIL.

Look Girl, you have to seriously take a break,
and stop pointing out those important dates
in your organizer. CHILL !
Slow down, don't speed.
That's a general comment I have gotten.

Yeah, maybe i should leave such things aside first.
World will be better.
Things will get better too.
Give me more choices/ ways.
I need a air refresher.
HA HA.

For once, i felt abit delighted.
However, such happiness shouldn't be lead on.
Uncertainty is the word agains.
I wanted to be like this,
But my inner voice pointed that I wanted a definite answer.
However, a definite might lead to complications.
It might even hurt.
I once said that some answers are meant to be kept (@ Tumblr).

And also realised I might want to keep some, yet inner voice said
"go on, pop that question, all you need is to ask."
I fought back "No, that might not be the answer/ ending I want."

In the end, I still choose to keep quiet.
No definite answer is my answer.
It had shown certain days, time, places remind him of me.
Memories are all he left for me.

再多的回忆，也只是等于零。
也许这样比较快乐。

Loves .

2010-02-21T00:24:00.002+08:00

MY LAPTOP CRASHED on a BRIGHT SUNNY DAY MORNING !!
However, the IT technician (I sent it for repair) commented that it crashed at the right time.
Woa ! Alright, right-y time then cause now is EXAMS period.
Two more papers and One last competition,
It's time to bid goodbye.

CNYis the same every year I suppose.
This year, my relatives made a big WOO- HA on my age.
-.-""
And alot commented that it's time to settle down (Get married).
AHHHHH, at this age?!?

I "forecast" match-making is on its way too?

Duh~
I'm so half-hearted now.
Law notes are facing me.

Catch me in Tumblr then (:

Loves .

2010-02-09T23:53:00.002+08:00

It has really been quite a while since I last posted.
Not that I had abandoned my blog.
But I was busy with projects for days.
And now, i had submitted the most of them.
Kudos to everyone !! (:

I had set up another entertainment blog at Tumblr.
Catch me there (:

I'm down with a terrible cough right now.
Soon, it comes to an end of my poly life.
I will be missing it badly !!

Time to rest.
I need to replenish my beauty sleep.

Love can be very simple at times,
As long as you are by my side.
And friendship is not about texts, IMs and comments,
it needs to be build over times.

Perhaps, all have to start from scratch.

Loves .

2010-01-25T15:25:00.002+08:00

Do visit: www.ilustyou.weebly.com

Do support ! (:
Get pretty flowers for your Mum, Friends, Girlfriends, Boyfriends, Sisters, Brothers and Hot Babes !

Happy Shopping !! (:

Loves .

2010-01-21T17:33:00.002+08:00

19 May 2010 is the BIG thing ! (:
I just realise times really fly.

Random Photos.

Busy weeks of the last term.
Projects Projects and Projects.
If it's your, it always be yours.

I realise the reality hurts.
However the fantasy is so far away.
Loves the momentum. (:
Sleep tight tonight !
After 2 days of sleepless nights,
today shall be a rewarding day !

Loves .

2010-01-13T21:04:00.001+08:00

Let's get started. (:

Project fever.

Loves .

2009-12-31T00:55:00.002+08:00

Last day of Year 2009.
Happy or sad?
Whether it's happy or sad,
Good or bad,
Time still go on.
We still have to embark on a new year. (:

Complicated and Confused i'm suppose.
Every year of this time,
I will tell myself next year will be a better year.
And my mentor always tell me to look back what
had happened during the year, thanks them
and look forward to the new year.
It's just like a circle.
Round and round.
It never stop to wait for anyone.

It all taste like a routine now.
Just that maybe this routine can be more fun
or even sweeter than the previous one.
Life is never smooth sailing. (:
I learnt that finally.

I having such terrible mood swings these days.
Some days I feel very happy,
some days i just want to rot at home and do nothing.
That explains why i don't have the right mood to post.

I finished reading a book today.
It's a novel about spirit.
Pure ficition.
I love this author so i read every single of her books.
Impressive right?

Always wonder life can be so easy in novels and dramas
But still it consists of ups and downs.
It's okay.
Another year had passed, i'm older by a year agains,
And have to be mature for a year.
HAHA.
I still happy with my super color pencil.

Let all these go, it will make you lighter and happier.
You had chose to leave,
So don't ever come back agains.

An alternative for love is to let go. (:

Love can be gracious too.
You are certainly blessed.
Loves .

Welcome to Year 2010 ! (:
Tally-oh !

2009-12-21T00:38:00.002+08:00

Why do people regret after things had happened or
someone had left?
Is it human instinct that we do not know how to cherish
till it's gone?
Or the grass is always greener on the other side?

The point when we start regretting,
How many of us does actually take a step back and
try to retrieve it back?
Or others just blame themselves for being foolish
and let it go?
Or maybe it just boils to two words "too late".
Too late to do anything.

Then we will start think if we are given a second chance,
things might turn out differently.
Maybe there's really a second chance,
however, how many of us know of this second chance?

I never doubt the phases that are:
Life is like a rollercoaster.
Life is a maze.

Sometimes, we just need a bit of courage
to make things right agains.
Who have known what will happen next.
Lily Allen - Who have known.

It's a nice subtle song.
Watching tele drinking wine.
Or you can fight for this love by Cheryl Cole.

Let Christmas be the joyful season. (:
You are blessed.
Loves .

2009-12-13T17:34:00.002+08:00

A good liar don't even have to lie.
A small little gesture is enough for you
to guess whether it's true.
See, how FAB liar can be.

Down with fever for almost a week.
It just comes and go.
MST had ended.
It's holidays now !

There's too much "maybe" and "If".
Forget about all "maybe" and "if".
It's time for THANKGIVINGS !
Give thanks to both good and bad things
that happened in this year.

" No matter where you are, I wish you will be happy. "
- Quotes.

It's true I realise.
Be it three years, five years or even ten years,
It stays the same. (:
Update soon *
Loves .

2009-11-30T00:18:00.002+08:00

I'm blogging now to release my steam, stress
and plenty of complaints that hide in me,
causing indigestion in my body.
I'm not refering to anyone or any stuff.
It's just accumulated displeasures.
(I exaggerated for some parts.)

Horrible !
All i had done is faced my poor lappy for
12 hours every day since PH started.
I can feel my lappy is burning on my laps.
And I have the stupid irritating habit
of using my lappy on my bed,
causing my bed to be filled with notes,
papers, pens and even my bears
have to tolerate the irritating space limit
with me.

Goodness !
All i see at my lappy are words and words,
paragraphs and paragraphs, numbers and numbers,
charts and charts.
I don't even know if i have commited any parrallex error.
It's just boil down in me that my 3 days of
holidays are so meaningless.
(Okay, not totally meaningless.)

And i still hasn't decide if i should appear
early in the morning the next day (Monday blues).
Or just sleep my way through those unwanted
ignorant displeasures.

Why do i seem like i still have works to do.
I'm yet to study my basic theory.
Do i have to fail agains?

It's quite irritating when people point out
to me that "heys, look at this pretty girl",
I admit i do look at handsome guys and pretty girls
at times.
But at this hour of me having so much
displeasures, still ask me look at pretty girls
and i feel even worse.
(Admit that they are pretty and I do feel
jealous sometimes of thinking why they have
such great beauty.)
Okay, that's not the point here.
Wells, it just bottom down that
after this post, i shall clear all my displeasures
and go to bed and tommorrow is going to
be a brand new day. (:

Thumb ups for the pretty ladies.
Pretty ladies are seen more often on street now.
You can easily spot a couple or few when you are on street.
I'm not implying on anyone or myself.
So don't get the wrong idea.
One word " Envy".
Was telling some of my friends,
my idol (who i shall not name) has
it all (looks, wealth and brain).
Very envious right.
She works hard for that.
Different people different life (in Mandarin).

Wells, I shall not say world is unfair.
Let's all believe God is fair. (:
I always tell my friends that i will go
to sleep and make the world fairer,
At least my world.

Phew, enough, not going on and on rantings.

I went to visit my grandpa today (sunday),
saw my baby cousin.
Kids are really very energetic.
I had been playing with him
from watching MJ's MTV, Lego,
Remote cars and toy cars.
And still he wasn't tired and keep
tickling me.
After he had gone home,
my another round of PS games
with my young cousins.

Young at heart i'm suppose?
Imagine a 19 years old VS a primary 3 kid.
And of course he won most of the PS games.
It doesn't matter.
Cause I genuinely have fun with my cousins. (:

I keep ranting I want Wii and a Wii partner.
Higher chances i doesnt have a Wii partner. :(
I want play Wii.
I guess i'm so annoying at times.

That's it. (:
Loves .

2009-11-23T20:46:00.002+08:00

Play with several softwares.

How is it?
It's definitely not Photoshop. (:
It makes flawless perfect skin dream comes true.

Loves .

2009-11-23T00:41:00.004+08:00

I'm rotting at this hour.

Telling myself it's the only time i can rot.

Take it or leave it.

Weekends are short now.

Saturday was family day.

Today I went approximately 4 hours of

singing session.

It's really hilarious with Yuanhao there.

And a big difference to the rooms.

VIP room which I call it. (:

Normal room but not as bad. (:

Did a quiz on Facebook.

Below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result:
Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you.
You’re usually expressive... Open about your emotions and most of the time willing to talk about it.
You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”
You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!
You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all...
You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.
You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you.

[Credits to facebook.com]

Is it true?

Search me.

Brain clotted.

Loves .

2009-11-19T16:18:00.003+08:00

I came across one NARCISSIST.

For some who don't understand the meaning of
Narcissit.
Here's the meaning. (:

nar⋅cis⋅sism
- inordinate fascination with oneself; excessive self-love; vanity.
[Credits to dictionary.com]

I do have some level of narcissim.
[SEE ! I ADMIT !]
But i do get huge SURPRISE that someone has a blog
FULL of photos of HE, HIM and HIMSELF.
Cool right?

And he has a cutie name.
Not that i have fetish for narcissit.
But i guess it's a eye opener for MOST of us. (:

For reference, search for "ION Orchard",
If you are lucky, you will see his image in there
under Google Images.

P.S. Don't drool.
I don't deny he has a great body.
Muscular abs and everything nice.
Wooo ! So sweet ! :P
Afterall, you will understand how i feel. (:

Loves .

2009-11-18T23:28:00.002+08:00

Interesting right?

Credits to google.images.com

Loves .

2009-11-18T01:39:00.002+08:00

New Look.

Update soon. (:

Loves .

P.S : Car Model Wannabes? HAHA.

2009-11-09T22:39:00.002+08:00

My bed, pillows, blanket and lovely bears
are my BESTEST friends now.
I was attacked by fever, flu, stomache, headache, giddy
for the past few days/ weeks.
It's pretty awful when medicine greets me every morning
and porridge, vegetables and fruits for meals.
I wasn't allow to have fried and spicy food at the moment.
But still, i took a few bites when nobody's looking. :P

Couldn't help but obey,
eat all the green food
and hope to get into pink health soon.

Rainy days makes me sleepy and rot-ty.
Just got the feeling of tugging into bed
and goes to my favourite dreamland.

Sunshine, Lollipops and Rainbows,
Everything that's wonderful is sure to come your way
when you're in love to stay. (:
(It's a 60s' song !)

Good Lucks (:

Loves .

2009-10-27T00:20:00.002+08:00

I guess I got memory lapse.
Why can't I remember certain things.

It's getting on my nerves.

O Pretty Please.
Grant me beauty and fairness.

That's load of craps.
Loves .

2009-10-25T23:37:00.002+08:00

Time passes.
Been to school for a week.

Everything seems the same.
Soon everyone gets busy agains.

Watch 2 episodes of gossip girl.
1 episode of drama show & 1 movie.
All within a day.

Yesterday went town with Jasmine,
Saw quite a number of familiar faces.
I can't stop laughing at those silly stuffs I did agains.
:P
And I'm trying my best to avoid crowded places,
Despite my fever.
Should be karma that causes fever agains.

Rain & Shine.
We didn't realise how long it had passed.
But I'm happy that you are there still. (:
Just a simple friendship that don't ask for more.
That's enough to make us happy ever after.
And I'm grateful for that. (:
Loves .

2009-10-19T23:13:00.002+08:00

First day of school.
Okay, of last semester.
Embrace school.
I really don't feel like leaving school life.
I want to study till i hit at least 24 years old
Then i will drag myself to the working world. :(

I doesn't enjoy working life as much as school life.
When I'm still studying, adults treat me like a small curious girl.
I was taught and nurtured by them.
While in the working world, I'm expected to "know it all".
And there will be greater responsibilities.

Wells, I won't say I won't work.
Just doesn't want to start my working life too early.
Enjoy before it is too late.
My youth is precious now. (:

Back to school.
Everything seems normal.
As usual, I will buy Soya milk when I'm early. (:
Monday and Tuesday starts at 8am.
But am quite happy to be in the same class
with most of 3.1 for elective module.
We will graduate together no matter what. :P

Having weak stomach these days.
Have to pay attention to food that enters to my mouth.
No spicy and sour food for the time being.

I lost 2 kgs during the holidays.
-.-"
I don't know how it happened
But somehow I have to gain back that 2 kg.
Enjoyed my last lapse of holidays.
And I will attend sports day this time. (:

I have my own principles.
I guess I don't need your permission for that.

Loves .

2009-10-15T00:32:00.002+08:00

I know it wasn't right.
But still ...

Well, sometimes I'm just a troublemaker.
May all these leads to good things.
Or it just stop there, don't move an inch.

I'm sorry.
I don't know why.
Pray it don't snap.
I'm holding it carefully with my both bare hands.

Let nature takes its course.
Not that I ask for anything,
It's just endless ways of reasoning.
It isn't hard to follow your heart,
But it's hard to bear the consequences.

Loves .

2009-10-08T01:09:00.003+08:00

TIRED ...

I'm feeling very exhausted.
I wanted more sleep.

Sleep Sleep Sleep

I need to hibernate for two days.
For not being superartificial.

Get those bling bling off me.

"Before marriage, a man declares that he would lay
his life to serve you; after marriage, he won't even
lay down his newspaper to talk to you."
- Helen Rowland

Loves .

2009-10-04T21:49:00.002+08:00

Cooked Campbell soup today.
Mum commented that i should learn some cookings.
Such as how to operate the rice cooker.

And household chores like operating the washing
machine and ironer.
And ask me to kick off my bad habits of being the
last to wake up in the family.

Future mother-in-law won't be approve of such habits.
Argued back and said who knows my future husband
knows how to do house chores or I might have a maid.
And my mother-in-law may be a very doting mother.

My mum just wish me best of lucks.
Trying to ask me to get real.
Asking me when is the last time i saw my dad cook.
When was the last time my dad do house chores.

Quite depressing to get real.
Knowing my dad did those when I was still young.

Well, shall not comment about that.
Shall just let it slip by.
Let nature takes its course. (:

Suddenly I embrace weekends,
especially when I get to sleep the whole day.
Being pretty exhausted these days.

It just gets to me that school holidays are going to
end in 2 weeks time.
Another depressing news.

Loves .